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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2007|08:58 pm]
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 Why am I afraid to tel you who I am?
         because if I tell you who I am, 
         you may not like who I am
         and that's all I have.

---John Powell
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swapping my blood for formaldyhide [Nov. 14th, 2007|10:47 pm]
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Ok. So things are strange. 
I've knitted four pairs of leg warmers since sunday.
My lip hurts from the bar I stuck through it. but  I think I can start eating real food again soon.
I'm bored. which is something I'm not used to....I actually finished all of my homework and laundry, and now....boyfriendless, I don't know what to do with myself. suggestions?
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breakaway [Nov. 13th, 2007|11:15 pm]
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[Locale: |4450 E Southern Ave #129]
[Disorder: |anxiousanxious]
[Tunes: |the blowing of the fan]

So I know its been a while, but things have also dramatically changed in my life recently. 

I just had to write out how confused and anxious I am feeling now. Its the strangest feeling I've ever dealt with.
Its going to be hard without him, and in a way, freeing. I am scared, but ready--It was the right thing to do. 

and watching the Break Up, post breakup, isnt probably the best idea for future reference kids. 

ok. I'm off to reading American Lit and my knitting, goodnight.
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2007|06:08 pm]
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I really am starting to hate Bath and Body Works. I think I may quit.

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(no subject) [May. 4th, 2007|10:41 am]
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things are feeling thin
well i know i know
lost my seat again
well i'll go i'll go
pushin in the pin
well i know i know
we're gonna go back in
we're gonna go go go
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(no subject) [Apr. 16th, 2007|08:38 pm]
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I'm moving. 

so if you can help me pack//move items//whatever. 

my cell phone got run over by some douche bag at safeway on sean's birthday, so I wont have a phone back until wednesday at the earliest.
so call my cell phone then or my house phone--480.275.7345

thanks! love love love
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(no subject) [Apr. 9th, 2007|05:22 pm]
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[Locale: |Sean's Living Room]
[Disorder: |relaxedrelaxed]

so things have actually been calming down a bit in the last few days.
Saturday I even had the time to be a lazy ass and watch 6 hours of television. That is something I haven't done in, oh let's say, 3 or 4 years. I don't know, it was kind of nice, and yet kind of awkward. I was telling lena, that it feels so weird to not have anything to do with myself. idk.

Work is beginning to look like its slowing down--I've got a whopping 3 hours this week. [insert very sarcastic YAY here.] and MPS still putting my stuff through evaluation, and I won't know anything until at the latest next monday. in which case I'll only be working this job until the 24th of May.

My car is once again proving itself to be one of the worst investments of my life and this marks week the second of having to borrow cars from people. Hopefully I'll get my junker back from the shop at the earliest, tomorrow, and then I can go back to $50+ dollar refills a week, no air conditioning, and a piss poor excuse for a car. 

The next month is becoming probably the most event-filled of the year thus far:
4/14--sean's birthday
4/19--our anniversary
4/20--lena's graduation
4/21--Girl's Day In!! (stoked)
4/22--Breanna and Greg's Wedding
4/24--Doctor's Appointment
5/5--My brother's birthday
5/12--Lena's birthday
5/24--Last day of classes for Dobson
5/29--Summer School Starts

and yeah.

So hopefully things will stay calmed down, despite the recent panic attack and other related freak-outs. And so, I am off to complete some icky CIS105 homework. 

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quit crying your eyes out baby [Apr. 3rd, 2007|04:08 pm]
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[Locale: |2329 North Recker Road, Mesa, Az 85215]
[Disorder: |calmcalm]
[Tunes: |155 (+44)]

1. I have been diagnosed with Panic Disorder and am on 75 mg of norepinephrine and whatnot a day.

2. My car is leaking antifreeze again and overheating A G A I N.

3. Been sicker than a dog the last couple of days.

4. The crack in my computer screen got worse.

5. I want a break, where I can just spend a day doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

6. Excited beyond reason to hang out (hopefully) with my lady tomorrow

7. My Honors Presentation on the Hearing Impaired is tomorrow and I am the greatest procrastinator ever.

8. I am Mesa Public Schools newest Special Education Instructional Assistant.

this is getting the best of me, and you my dear, were the start of it all.

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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2007|09:17 am]
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last night at laser tag, I totally laid out a ten year old. 
how am I so awesome?
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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2007|09:30 pm]
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my grandpa died tonight.
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